In a deeply emotional and harrowing revelation, 90 Day Fiancé star Nikki Exotika has shared that she is “lucky to be alive” after suffering severe complications from a recent cosmetic surgery. Known for her bold personality, glamorous lifestyle, and openness about her transformation journey, Nikki has always embraced transparency with her fans. But this time, the reality star’s story takes a frightening turn — one that nearly cost her life and has forever changed her outlook on beauty, health, and self-acceptance.

The incident occurred just days after Nikki underwent a surgical procedure meant to enhance her appearance. While she has not publicly revealed the exact nature of the operation, sources close to her say it was one of several cosmetic procedures she has pursued over the years. Initially, everything appeared routine. Nikki, ever confident and upbeat, even posted a short video thanking her fans for their support and promising a “brand-new me.” But only hours later, that confidence gave way to panic when she began experiencing severe internal bleeding that left her fighting for her life.

In her own words, shared through a heartfelt Instagram post, Nikki recalled the moment she realized something was terribly wrong. “I woke up in excruciating pain,” she wrote. “I knew something wasn’t right. There was so much bleeding, I thought, ‘This is it — this is how I go.’” The tone of her message was strikingly different from her usual posts — raw, vulnerable, and stripped of glamour. She went on to describe the chaos that followed: paramedics rushing her to the hospital, the sound of machines beeping around her, and doctors working urgently to stabilize her condition.

“I was terrified,” Nikki confessed. “I’ve had many surgeries before, but this one felt different. I could feel my life slipping away, and all I could think about was my family, my fans, and all the people who have loved and supported me through my journey.”

Hospital staff later confirmed that Nikki suffered internal bleeding caused by a surgical complication, a risk that, while rare, can occur in procedures involving tissue restructuring or implants. Doctors were able to control the bleeding after an emergency intervention, but they warned Nikki that her recovery would be long and delicate. She spent several days in intensive care, monitored around the clock. “The first 48 hours were critical,” a hospital spokesperson reportedly stated. “It’s a miracle she survived.”

For Nikki, the experience was both physically painful and emotionally awakening. In a video message posted days after being discharged, she appeared noticeably weak but determined. Her face, usually framed by flawless makeup and vibrant lighting, was bare, showing the fatigue and fragility of someone who had come dangerously close to death. “I almost didn’t make it,” she said softly. “But I’m here, and that means something. It means I’ve been given another chance to love myself — not for how I look, but for simply being alive.”

The reality star, whose journey on 90 Day Fiancé captured the hearts of viewers around the world, has always been open about her identity, her struggles, and her desire for transformation. Born Jason Torres, Nikki transitioned many years ago and became a proud symbol of self-expression and individuality. Her story has been one of courage — a woman who defied expectations, chased love across continents, and faced judgment from both strangers and loved ones. Yet, behind the confidence and sparkle, Nikki has also battled insecurities about her body and appearance, leading to a long history of surgeries in her quest for perfection.

This near-death experience, however, has made her reevaluate everything. “I realized that beauty isn’t worth dying for,” she said. “I’ve always wanted to feel perfect, to fix what I thought was wrong. But when you’re lying in that hospital bed, connected to tubes, praying to live another day, you see what really matters — being alive, breathing, and having people who care about you.”

Her fans flooded social media with an outpouring of love and concern. Messages from around the world poured in, with hashtags like #StayStrongNikki and #WeLoveYouNikki trending for days. Many praised her for her honesty and courage in speaking out about the dangers of excessive cosmetic procedures, especially in an industry that often glamorizes perfection without showing the risks. “You’re a warrior,” one fan wrote. “Your story might save someone else’s life.”

Even fellow 90 Day Fiancé cast members reached out. Several, including Debbie Johnson and Angela Deem, sent public messages of support, encouraging Nikki to rest and heal. Angela, who has also undergone multiple cosmetic surgeries, shared, “We all want to look our bes